消失的另一半

• 麒麟

  2022-02-06
  五个白人从前门入的那晚，薬昂・维正在削一根桌腿。他硬生生倒在地上、脸面朝下，沾满污垢和鲜血。暴徒的首领是一名高个白人、一头金红色头发，像秋天的苹果，他挥动一张皱巴巴的纸条，称菜给一名白人妇女写了下流文字。莱昂不识字，他的客人知道他只会用打又做记号，但那些白人很很把他踩在脚下，踩断了他的每根手指和关节，又连开四枪。他没死成，三天后，白人冲进医院，找遍了每间黑人病房。这一次，他们朝他脑袋放了两枪；鲜血洇红了棉布花套。德西目睹了第一次私刑，但永远只能想象第二次私刑，她父亲定在睡，昏沉沉的，像他晚饭后坐在椅子里打盹的样子。雷鸣般的靴子声应该吵醒了他。他可能大叫了起来，也可能来不及叫出声，肿胀的双手缠着绷带，无力地垂在身侧。在壁橱里，她看到白人将父亲拖出屋子，他的长腿在地板上磕磕碰碰。她突然感觉妺妺会叫出声连忙住史拉的嘴，几秒后，她感觉到史拉的手也在自己嘴上那一刻，她们之间发生了某种变化。过去，德西总能像条件反射样，判断出史黛拉要做什么。但在壁里，她第一次不知道会做什么。
• Tennyson

  2021-05-05
  To Stella, leaving Mallard seemed as fantastical as flying to China.
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  But in the mathematics department at Santa Monica College, no one expected to be rich. It was enough to know. She was lucky to spend her days like this, knowing.
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  In the dark, you could never be too black. In the dark, everyone was the same color.
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  People thought that being one of a kind made you special. No, it just made you lonely. What was special was belonging with someone else.
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  White folks kill you if you want too much, kill you if you want too little.
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  The only difference between lying and acting was whether your audience was on it, but it was all a performance just the same
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  You can escape a town, but you cannot escape blood
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  You tell yourself no before anyone even says it to you.
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  Quitting was the only time she felt addicted.
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  There were many ways to be alienated from someone, few to actually belong.
• Siana

  2021-02-27
  Twisting and turning, questions sounding like answers, answers seeming like questions.
• 加冰七分糖

  2021-01-18
  You cold never quite get used to loneliness; every time she thought she had, she sake further into it.
• 冬妮娅

  2021-11-17
  外婆）她的死亡一浪一浪打来——不是洪水的大浪，是扫过脚踝的浅浪。 两英寸深的水也能淹没你。也许哀恸正是如此。